If you're walking with Jesus, you know there is very little you can actually control; and the music out and about in the world is one of them. I go to the car wash often with my membership- highly recommend by the way. The vacuum system they have is awesome! They have 2 different styles of vacuum per space, and about 20+ spaces. It's LOUD. So to keep the customers happy, they blast music even louder. Sometimes the cars will have their own radios blasting music of their liking; it's just a lot. One of the songs that was blaring at about 8:30 AM one sunny, Summer morning, was the song "2 legit 2 quit". Like it or not- it's catchy. And it's the kind of song that stays in your head on a loop. This particular song stuck with me a few days, and during these few days, I was presented the opportunity to step forward in obedience, or play it safe, DISOBEY, and stay put. I felt super convicted because I knew I was not only capable of doing this thing, but God had totally equipped me for the task ahead. Like I often do, I try to negotiate with God. <I hope you didn't laugh TOO HARD at me there....> And after hours, days of hashing it out in my head, I finally surrendered and realized that not only had God equipped me, I was too equipped to quit.
Like I said in the beginning- music always has spoken to me. And God not only used a song to get through to me, He used a song that I will ALWAYS remember, will ALWAYS have in my head for days at a time, and will ALWAYS smile when I sing it; remembering His love and patience, how much He truly wants the best for me, and is always pursuing me. How does God speak to you- especially when He's wanting you to trust Him and be obedient?
You are the ONE He left the 99 for. You're also too equipped. Too equipped to quit.